What is wrong with finding love?

Actually I think m young to be asking this question but love isn't abot being young or old is it?

Is it me or the population of MY island has a problem with girl's who,like to put their comfort first then act like a sexy vixen. I don't find it wrong from time to time to gussy up but thwn i do find it comfier to walk around in sneakers than in to-die for heels and end up breaking my neck. But why don't the guys see that particular aspect of me??

I agree that I could make an effort but would it kill them to just look at my personality before looking at my body.. I am on the curvy side of life, so what Marylin Monroe was a size 42 which means that she was about the same size as me but she had the men she wanted.  Though she did end up badly point being that no matter what size YOU are, guys can love you.

Maybe my friend is right  maybe it's a question of vibes... I do set off a "AM NOT GOOD FOR LOVE" vibe but hey life is a challenge so someone out there should really challenge those vibes. Another important thing i  REALIZED in those moments of self-torture i make me live through is that I really attract guys am not attracted to and those I am attracted to well aren't really attracted to me. something must be really wrong with me somewhere....

I have lived my life waiting for the prince charming, indeed I am a Cinderella fan and proud of it, what isn't beautiful of being the world's most kind person and finding a prince that loves you even though you are covered in ahes?? Well I wouldn't really know..

Maybe I should continue my life kissing toads? I mean not in the fact that they are ugly or anything like that but it is always sad for someone single to walk down a street and see two people holding hands There is a craving though you fight against it and tell yourslef you are better without someone to interfere in your life but somewhere somehow you are truly searching the person who will make your heart beat faster against your chest...

Is that why?? Why finding love is difficult for me?? I am constantly looking for fireworks while all I can get is only a wet cracker?

(taken from the web pic)

I would love for someon to comment...